I never
thought I'd be writing you from my bed on bed rest from a bad back injury. I've
been on my back and in excruciating pain for 9 days now. I've
not held my son since Dec 4th his first birthday. I never thought my faith would be tested and
my hope depleted as I try and find Him within me. Now, reflecting back on this year with Young Life I never
thought I'd see…
- Adults join us for our leader dinner before
club and beg to be a part of the YL team.
- 150-250
kids come to hear truth.
- A leader
team that I love and that loves one another, and is exceptional.
- 50 of us
go to rad dog road trip and love it.
- God using
me while serving on jury duty in crazy ways.
(Ask me more)
- God using
leaders to literally save the life a kid.
Needless to
say, I am here in bed, longing for a full recovery and uncertain of the future,
but this I know…
Life just
got simple again. The Christmas hustle for gifts and busyness is gone. I just
want to be able to walk and pick up my son. I didn't get to decorate the house
or make cookies and that's okay. I want
to be with my family and see joy, feel hope, and celebrate the one who came to
give it. I know there are times when our faith is tested; I’m in it now. I know there are times when our hope supply
runs low and can only come from the one who came to give us hope and life; I'm
there. I know He knows me and loves me. I know He is powerful and mighty. I know He makes things new. I know He is the same yesterday and today. He is a God of the ages. He told a man to pick
up his mat and walk and he healed him inside and out. I know that He has given
me friends and family to help find hope for me. I know that I matter to Him.
As I lay
here I've had a lot of time to think. I think of this year. This year I've had
a son and I am so thankful I'm struggling instead of him. I think of how much
Jesus took our struggle on himself for each of us. I think about how much I
love my YL family, from my assistant, Kim to the new freshman girls. I think
I've had a great year seeing the goodness of The Lord in the land of the
living.
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